ben and i we're forced to step away, we never wanted to. if any leaders are reading this, sorry, but we can't lie to these kids about what's really going on. feel free to talk to us, we've got nothing to hide.

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hi it's been a while so here goes.  well everything is sucking really.   i'm really sick of school and after 5 years of college i'm not done yet so it's really fustrating.  my mom got yet another dog but me and ben are starting to train 2 of them and they're both doing well with it so thats good.  my older sister (jen) and her boyfriend are comming for 2 whole months this summer so me and rebecca really aren't looking forward to that cuase we don't get along very well with my older sister.  I think we'll be spending time in canada with ben durring those 2 months.  also the crap with the worship team really stinks cuase ben and i have put many hours in it and tried so hard to do what God wants us to do and it seems that all everyone thinks we suck expecially alex and it's really fustrating and so basicly we've done all that work for nothing.  but on a happy note ben and i are gonna be dating for 6 months on feb 19 and i'm really excited for that cuase he's been such a blessing and i thank God every day for him.  as alwase i'm trying to do God's will and it's kinda hard to figure that out somtimes with satan atacking from every direction. 

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i had a great Christmas simply becuase i got to hang out with ben for a whole week!!!!.  but then the week was up and i had to leave.  now today is the first day since we started dating that we havn't seen each other and it's sad.  but oh well i'll see him in a few days.  and i'm really thankful that God gave me such an amazing boyfiend.  

hey     i can't believe it's almost december thats soo wierd.  my thankgiving was great.  i got to hang out with ben every day all day that weekend.   it was really fun.    and carmela was here and it was really fun hanging out with her.   a bunch of us went salsa dancing too and i acutally was going to dance this time but i fell earlier and landed on a pipe sticking out from the ground and it hurt so i couldn't dance.  but the cool thing is that a got a bruse that outlines the shape of the pipe i fell on.  the major down side is that i had to see my extended family.  they don't like me and the way i dress so now that my brother and sister dress like them the don't like them either.  i also hate them cuase they treat my mom like crap. i can't handle them for long without getting pissed at them wich would make the situation for my mom worse so i leave and go to the park and they get pissed about that too.  but oh well i got to have a snow  fight and make snow angels and play on the swings so it was worth it.  k bye